Last night I found out that our neighbors 3-month-old died while taking a nap at daycare on February 7th (Tuesday). I can't imagine what thoughts and emotions must be going through them right now. Unfortunately, these terrible tragedies are also reminders of how much in life we have to be thankful. How petty all the gripes and complaints I have made really are. How many mornings do I rush the kids out the door in an attempt to get to work on time? With a quick hug or kiss I say goodbye and that is that. What if that last hug or kiss was my last? What a horrible thought, and one that no mother ever wants to think, but it just makes me truly so thankful for the blessings the Lord has given me.
Somebody posted on facebook the other day the top things people say that they wished they did differently as they lay on their deathbed. I hope to take this opportunity to make some changes in my perspective and understanding of what my purpose in life is and what my focus needs to be and to not take things for granted any longer, but to truly appreciate what I am given.
My heart is just broken over the pain this family must be enduring now, and I hope that they are able to find peace, healing, and strength through our God. Please add Russ, Susan, and Grace, as well as their extended family, to your prayers.
